there is nothing to say. all dat's left of me is an empty shell. he took everything dat was inside, n tossed de outside away, leaving it nothing but misery. there really isn't anything left for me to say. everything's been said.
shit. this is taking a long time to write. emptiness inside me is all i can say. de only thing filling me is de joy of talking to him n de self-dillusional hope dat there's still some chance for me

issit good dat i still talk to him online??or shld i juz cut all ties??i wanna forget dat i like him, forget dat i need him, forget dat i want him. but does it mean we cant be friends??i dun want dat to happen. at least i think i dun. wateva. i wanna treat him as a fren, not as someone i like.
fuck. i shall stop here. there's nothing more.

~10:19 pm