fuck lah. no more rugby camp!!was kinda looking forward to it. de seniors were gonna officially hand rugby down to us. n we had quite some stuff planned alr. gifts for de seniors, de program for de 2 days, etc. bloody hell.

had mt day yesterday. quite alrite. games stall didn't make a lot of money. some ppl bought de chinese books. most ppl bought de pencil/coat peg wif macaroni alphabets on it. still, we made 80+ bucks. $$$. haha.

watched suyi sing during talentime. was great tho she didn't win :(

went for lunch wif some of de class guys. HL pang seh me. well kind of lah. cuz de guys wanted to go queensway, she didn't wanna go there. in de end we went to lot 1 for lunch. then de guys went to queensway while i went home. haha. met charlene low, nicolez, lisa, michelle n yong joo (first 3 r classmates, michelle n yong joo were og mates). they were going causeway to watch i robot. they were also going lot 1 for lunch. sat wif them, but didn't talk much. they left earlier.

wateva was in de past is now out of my system. i've forgotten it. i've let it go. now wat's troubling me is smth closer to me. smth dat i see everyday. fuck. i'm in such deep shit lah. afraid dat rumours wld spread. afraid dat i (n those rumours) wld hurt someone n it wld, in turn, affect wateva we had. damnit. now all my days r filled thinking bout it. shit.