had rugby carnival yesterday. tired man. was playing in team b n we came in last among all de teams. team a did well n got third. plate champs. haha. good for them. they had all de good players. all de seniors were in dat team. one was supposed to be in team b. but cuz she didn't wanna be split up she joined team a. think dat de way de teams were chosen wasn't good. even before dat senior joined them they had all de good j1 players. oh well, de teams aren't fixed yet.
shouted too much yesterday. now my throat's beginning to feel sore. die. gonna fall sick. hope i dun lose my voice like de last time. last time was also bcuz of rugby. was de first few trngs n had to shout across de field. haha. after dat i cldnt talk for a while cuz i had no voice.
quite angry wif myself. cld have scored. damnit. was playing against de navy. they cramped towards de ball on de left n there was a huge space to run thru on de right. was screaming my lungs out for de ball to come to me. when it finally did i didn't catch it. damn bloody pissed at dat moment. if i had caught it there wld've been a try. fuck. cant forgive myself. damnit!! shld have caught dat ball. argh!!
went for charlene low's bday party at her house aft dat. fun. tho i was damn tired alr. ate some food. wasn't really hungry. ate 3 hotdogs n a sausage during de carnival alr. haha. talked bout class stuff. haha. left early cuz i was tired. de rest left at de same time. not sure wat they did aft dat. haha. dad came to pick me up. somtimes i wish my parents wld let me go home at any time i wanted to. they always hafta spoil my day. cant stand it. ask them to let me spend time wif my frens also cannot. i hafta go home. bloody hell. it's not like there's smth to do at home. there's nth to do at all. i rather spend time outside wif my frens than go home n do nth. damnit. cant they juz let me go. i think it'll take a long time before dat wld happen.
photos r uploading now. i think webshot's full. gotta find somewhere to put all de pics now.
