and the days feel like years

Friday, August 20, 2004*

hmmz. its been quite a while since i last blogged. a lot has happened these past few days so today's post wld be quite long. ready??let's go.

monday. nth much happened during de day. got back math test. haha. passed!!damn happy. was expecting to fail. haha. then de rest of de day was quite boring. then mass pe we ran non-stop for 10mins, rested a while n ran for 10mins again. cldnt feel my legs aft a while. haha. aft dat went to talk to A for a while before went for touch. found a place to talk where no one wld find us. haha. where??dun tell u. haha. trng was quite slack. did ball passes, drills, lateral passes, loops, switches. smth bad happened while we were doing lateral passes. aiwei saw yoke n eugene passing ball n got jealous. became super pissed off. went to toilet to cry n when she came out yoke asked her if she was alrite but she told yoke to go away. told eugene dat too when he tried to ask her wat happened. she sat on de sidelines for a while when we were playing games. aft trng she juz went to run. kept running n running. scared de hell outta a lot of ppl. eugene was damn sweet. ran wif her for de last round n nearly puked aft dat. aiwei felt so bad aft dat. tot it was quite petty of her. but recently she's been like dat, having a lot of mood swings, most of de time to de extreme where she wld end up crying. a lot of ppl think it's cuz of her diet. she ONLY eats fruits, drinks canned drinks. it's making her like this. we keep telling her dat she doesnt need to diet but she wun listen. sigh. she n yoke still didnt talk even until today. was thinking how to bout it for de whole of tues n wed.

tuesday. had chem prac. kinda sucked. then gp was horrible cuz vivian chua isnt teach us anymore. now it's a new teacher ms lee. dun have a good impression of her. dun think gp wld be like mrs chua's one anymore since she's gonna have a baby soon n her mc ends in a mth. de rest of de day was quite bad. stayed back in sch to do hw wif A. haha. talked. dat was prolly de best part of de day. haha. talking to A always makes my day better. talked to A somemore online later dat night. A was trying to say something but it cldnt come out online so A decided to call. A said dat he was interested in me. wanted to noe whether i was interested in A. talked for bout an hr plus. decided dat nth wld change only now de 2 of us knew something extra. aft we put down de phone went to slp.

wednesday. started thinking bout de previous nite's conversation wif A. thinking y my life's always so complicated. A has a gf but he's interested in me. i dun wanna cause anything bad to happen to them. argh!!things always hafta get complicated. fuck man. A waited for me aft touch even tho he knew dat my dad wld come pick me up. felt kinda awkward but was still able to talk. didnt really noe wat to say. so quite a lot of times we didnt noe wat to say to each other.

today. perm sect came to sch for dialogue session. slept rite thru cuz had been slping late de past few days. ate into 2nd lesson so we only had half an hr of math tutorial. haha. didnt go for math lect cuz wanted to study for chem test which in de end still sucked. sure fail. haha. was quite a happy day. wun say y. secret. haha. but tiring cuz it was a damn long day. n wif chem test aft sch, my brain needs to rest. haha. waited for A for his cca to end. haha. did some math at de same time. needed to talk. walked arnd sch. it's actually very nice to walk in sch at nite when there's no one arnd n all de lights r off. haha. he walked me home even tho he muz have been tired. so nice :)hehe. so today's been really good other than chem test.

well im off to bed now. need to slp!!haha. nites~~

~12:43 pm