Tuesday, August 31, 2004*
it's been 10 days since i last blogged. many things have happened. last week wasnt too bad a week, tho something happened on wed dat made me cry.
somethings happened in A's past dat he didnt really wanna tell me yet. i didnt wanna noe. but on tues, something in me juz made me wanna noe so i called someone. i didnt ask A cuz i knew he wldnt tell me. anyway, de person i called told me some stuff dat made me think. was thinking bout it de whole of tues and wed.
on wed A asked how my day was. i said it was quite bad tho i shld have juz said fine so he wldnt ask me y my day was so bad. so he kept asking y it was a bad day. i told him i didnt wanna say but he kept asking. i was afraid he wld get pissed dat i asked bout his past from other ppl. he didnt but i was quite upset bout de whole thing, our situation, his past. aft class i cldnt hold back de tears so i ran to de toilet to cry. made him quite worried. later went to talk bout it. cleared it up. we agreed we need to slow down. we cant have so much contact. we're going way too fast, tho sometimes fast is fun. but too fast aint good.
went out on friday wif him. watched bourne supremacy. haha. kinda boring lah. de camera was damn jerky n cldnt see de action scenes properly. n some parts were so fake. held my hand in de cinema but dat was all. aft de movie sat outside esplanade. walked a short part of clark quey. then went home. at de lift he didnt want me to go up. so we kinda 'danced' while he tried to block me from pressing de lift button n i tried to get to de button. haha. stopped when some neighbours came. haha. was damn funny.
de start of this week sucked. monday was a super long day. juz felt so sian, so sick of sch. got back econs essay test. 10/25. haha. qn a got 1 mark for dat single line i wrote. cant believe it. haha.
today morning was horrible. had to do dat stupid aces day thing. kick boxing. cldnt hear instructions, music they played also sucked. i miss mg's teacher's day man. celebrations were quite alright. but like i said, i miss mg's teacher's day. :( didnt go back cuz there wasnt anyone to go wif. everyone's gone overseas. i still hafta collect cert. no time lah. haha. mebbe sept hols go back. haha.
he didnt come to sch these 2 days. tired not to think too much of him tho i kinda missed him, esp during chinese. haha.
gotta go now. need to rest cuz going out wif A tmr. watch 13 going on 30. haha. bye~
~11:04 pm
