Thursday, August 05, 2004*
whoa!!my legs wanna die alr. damn freaking painful lah. esp when it comes to de stairs. argh!!cannot take it. sitting down also damn painful. haha.
today was another tiring day. all de lessons passed so slowly. n i was so slpy. haha. cldnt stay awake for math lecture, but was sitting rite in front of david chai so cldnt slp. damn. thankfully there wasnt any gp. if not i wld've fallen aslp n she'd kill me. haha. stayed back aft sch to do some hw. haha
feel quite sad now. i dunno y everytime my frens tells me they're sad i feel sad too. ed told me aft bball trng dat he was feeling really sad till he was in tears. made me feel really sad aft reading his msg :( how true it is, dat things can change in juz one moment. unpredictable.
to ed: hang on in there ok. be it studies, bball, everything n anything. dun give up. lotsa ppl have faith in u, me included. i noe things may not be de way we want it to be, but we hafta stay strong n do wat's right. sometimes we hafta let go n move on. we cant keep living in de past. i dunno if i'm making any sense. i'm really sorry i cant help u. i really dunno wat's going on in ur life right now. juz hope dat everything wld turn out alright for u. try not to think so much kiez. like i said, time is needed for bad things to turn positive. hopefully it's soon, cuz i dun like to see u sad. it makes me sad too. keep ur head up yarz n try not to let things get to u. rmb, i'll always be here for u :)
well gtg now. very tired today. need to slp. tmr's national day celebration in sch. it better be fun. if not my day wld be spoiled. nites~~
~11:09 pm
