and the days feel like years

Monday, December 27, 2004*

lies. all lies. thanks man.

u still had feelings for me. a huge lie.
u didnt have feelings for her. lie.
u wld break up with her aft her As. de biggest lie ever.

rmb dat day when i knew bout ur past n we were talking bout it?? rmb cuz i was crying so we were writing on a piece of paper?? rmb i asked u wat u wanted for us?? rmb u wrote "for us to be together (serious)"?? do u also rmb dat u were explaining wat u wrote n u said dat u didnt have any feelings for her anymore?? do u rmb dat u said u didnt wanna affect her studies so u were gonna break up with her aft her As??

well, i rmb everything. im not sure u do. but thanks alot for all de promises. every minute dat i spent with u, u made me believe dat we wld be together. thanks for all de lies.

i dunno how i can ever trust u again.

thanks for nothing. but at de same time, thanks for everything cuz everything made nothing so much 'sweeter'.

~12:45 am

.charlene.
.2nd june 1987.
.twenty.
~~.mgs.~~
~~.netball.gb.~~
~~.pioneer junior college.~~
.murdoch university.
.touch rugby.
.contact.

~~.feb-jun.jul-nov 06.~~
~~.feb-jun.aug-nov 07.~~
.feb-nov 08.