Saturday, January 08, 2005*
been pretty busy wif de start of sch so havent had much time to blog. sch really sucks now. it feels like it's been 3 weeks of sch alr but we've only juz ended de first week. bleah.
havent been feeling well this week. not been getting enuf slp n de weather is making my nose run. caught a cold. bummer. it's been raining so much since de tsunamis hit de region. n it's so unpredictable. i think God's trying to make us rmb something. like noah. im not a christian but coming from a christian sch i kinda believe dat God does have a plan for each of us n sometimes things happen cuz He is trying to send us a msg. ahh, i dunno wat im saying.
im off to do work. later will take my medicine n go slp.
do u wan us to be frens like the way we were before we started talking or frens like we were aft we talked?? if it's de second way then y dun u say anything to me at all during de day?? not even a word. i have to talk to u then u'd talk to me. shldnt it be de guy who takes de initiative to talk?? if u're life is really dat boring n bleak n watever u say it is, then y do u have so much to say to others n not me?? or is ur life boring, bleak, etc when talking to me n not when it's wif others?? am i invisible to u now?? now dat sch's started u shld have stuff to say;gossip, sch work or watever, like u said there wld be things to talk abt when sch starts. but u dun even talk to me at all. we go thru de entire day with only one sentence from u, sometimes nothing. i really wan us to be frens. like de way we were. i really wan things to go back to de way it was.
~9:42 pm
