Thursday, March 24, 2005*
finally!! common tests are over!!prob gonna fail econs again. didnt study for today's paper. was so tired aft yesterday that i went home to slp. woke up n went to watch tv. ohwell, wat's done is done. juz gotta work harder for mid yrs. sigh man, if im gonna get so tired aft studying for common tests how am i gonna study for As?!?! damn lah, how. *pulls out hair* haha.went town aft the paper. walk arnd. bought a pencil case from quiksilver. i think i bit waste money lah. not necessary for me to buy new one. but it's seriously damn nice. heh. quite big lah. can stuff things inside. hmm..seems like im going for big stuff nowadays huh. with my adidas bag n now this pencil case. haha.anyway, im off. reading story books like ive never seen one before. haha. juz finished da vinci code. damn bloody nice. haha. kk, bye~look, ppl know how u're treating them. dun drift from ppl then go around saying that they were the ones who ostracised u when u were the one who never wanted to hang out with them in the first place. n stop being a fucking flirt. i really dun understand ur logic. last yr u complained to me saying that u had no one to hang out with n i said u cld hang out with hl n i but u didnt wan to cuz u were afraid ppl wld talk. that i can understand, but now u're hanging out with wat, at least 5 girls? wtf. u think the more girls like u the better u are than everyone else issit? pls loh, ppl dun consider who's better n who's not by looking at the number of frens u have that are girls u know. u think we're living in some century where the greater the number of frens who are girls the more 'powerful' u are? dream on guy.. n if u really hate those ppl dun hang out with them. ur practically contradicting urself. i really dun wanna care abt u n ur stuff but ppl are coming to me cuz they know wat happened between us n know that we are still pretty close. y do this to urself? it's like u're purposely making enemies so that u can complain to ppl n gossip. if u say u're not looking for another girl cuz u're WORKING ON UR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP, then dun. dun go around flirting with ppl, making them think u're some super nice guy n tell them u like them n in the end drop them like they are something u cant be bothered with. n stop scolding me for wat i put as my msn nick. wat i put up there is my business. u think everything i put up there is abt u? u're not that impt to me anymore u know. not aft wat u did. yea, sometimes i wish i cld have u back but i know that aint gonna happen. u think u're the only person in my life that's giving me probs? hello? where have u been? there are other ppl i talk to u know. sigh, i really wonder wat's going on in ur head. n do u wanna know y i get so angry with things that didnt bother me last time? it's cuz now i know who u really are n how u really treat ppl. n i dun like it. not at all. but well, i cant do anything abt it..
~11:03 pm
