and the days feel like years

Tuesday, April 19, 2005*

singapore sevens was absolutely great. there was this all blacks guy who everyone says is cute n jas was almost drooling. haha. too bad no mowen from australia this yr. didnt stay for the finals again but all blacks were champs. yyyiiippppeeeeeee!!! haha. cant wait for next yr. but damn do i hafta pay alot to get tix. i heard for adults it's like 40 plus freaking bucks. oh my mama. oh well, we shall see next yr. hopefully can find someone to get me free tix. or mebbe can volunteer. hehe.

pretty tired from the weekend. tonnes of homework esp econs. dunno y they're suddenly piling us with DRQs n essays. sigh. goodnite ppl~

i juz want things to go back to the way it was before u came into my life n messed it all up. half of me wishes u never came into this sch or into this class n that i never got to know u. but then thinking about it, i realise that now i know ur true colours n it's a lesson to be learnt. i learnt that i can never trust ppl like u n that u are not worth my frenship n all the trouble i went thru for u. there's this nagging feeling that u're using me again but im not gonna bother abt u n ur shit anymore. the rest of the class mite treat u like there's nothing wrong but it's a well-known fact in our class that u are a bloody flirt/sweet talker/backstabber. and soon they are all gonna stop talking to u n let's see how u cope then.

~9:31 pm