and the days feel like years

Monday, May 16, 2005*

wat's happening to the world man?!?! it's like everything that can go wrong is happening now. mebbe it's a bad period but if it is gonna continue like this till the end of the year then it's prob gonna be damn horrible. i juz feel like closing my eyes n slping forever. im juz so sick n tired of everything. sch completely sucks. everything abt it sucks. class is horrible, homework pile is growing bigger everyday, i cant talk to anyone abt anything anymore, rugby's gonna end n even we have our probs, As are nearer than we think it is. sigh. i seriously need a break. dun even think the june hols is enuf. have to mug during that time for mid years. argh!!

how how how?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

anyway, lion reds yesterday was horrible. my mind was switched off. i cldnt play properly n the moves we tot up were pretty much useless. was a bloody hot day. all of us are now walking arnd sch looking like cooked lobsters, some more cooked than others. j1s did really well. damn proud of them. they got plate n bowl champs. really good. but some stuff happened that we seniors weren't really happy bout. wont say much here but yea, rugby still has its probs n it's killing me to see it like this. blacks coming up the day aft gp mid years. that'll most prob be our 2nd last time we play. last one wld be m1 nationals, which according to zilah, is on my birthday. how great. totally not happy bout it. parents are nagging me abt playing so much. i keep telling them that it's gonna end but they still nag. i juz feel like telling them to shut up. sigh. i seriously think that when something goes wrong it starts a chain reaction that causes everything around u to go wrong as well.

off to do econs (the workload for this sub is seriously being piled on us like we're machines). sigh. bye~

~10:28 pm