and the days feel like years

Sunday, August 28, 2005*

john came back to pj on friday. havent seen him in ages. i think he came aft food chem test. the class went to film something for ms toh for teacher's day and he went along. aft that went for dinner with him, hl, fx, sy, waikin, ed, yonvin. char low went with us to lot 1 then went home. the girls sat his car from sch to lot 1. haha. so fun. hl was like looking thru everything in his car. haha. realised that the teppanyaki stall in foodcourt is now prata stall. quite alright. bukit timah one still nicer. walked arnd lot 1 while yonvin went to look for some present then got a lift back to jurong from john.

realised that this is the first time i sat in a friend's car. i think having a car is alot better than taking public transport. of cuz having a car has it's own probs but i think the advantages are more. ohwell, dun really hafta think of the bad stuff abt having a car till i get my own car. even aft i get my driving licence i'd still be driving my dad's car. petrol and everything will still be paid by him. he better. heh.

i think my weekends are being wasted. shit. cant carry on like this. i wake up at like 11plus n watch tv till 3plus then do work and use the com at the same time? i cant change the sleeping part but by now i shld be cutting down on tv time. argh!! sometimes i wish my com wld crash so that it wont be a distraction (but i dun want it to crash cuz i'll lose everything in it). sigh. shld be going back to pj during the hols and the study break aft prelims. definitely will be able to do much more work in sch than at home. no one to really stay back and study with now. most leave arnd 6plus to go home for dinner. sigh. starting to feel the stress more. im in need of help.

econs calls. later~

~8:56 pm