Tuesday, August 30, 2005*
shldnt be getting distracted at a time like this but there's interesting things happening in sch. haha. secrets. stories both exaggerated and real. scandals (can i call it that? haha). truth abt some things. figuring some ppl out. figuring me out. realising what one sentence or even one action can lead to. realising that sometimes u're not the only one that's thinking a certain way. realising that sometimes u care even for those u arent very close to. realising that everyone needs time off some time. some of these things aint that good, some are so damn funny. makes life interesting. but shit it can get too distracting.for the record, what happened this year wasnt what made me not like her. it juz confirmed that she has never been my fren and never will be. i've never liked her since s11 and im sure ppl out there know that. this year, i tot that mebbe i cld try to be a fren. if we became frens then good but if we werent i wldnt mind cuz i didnt have anything to lose in the first place. but then things that happened juz ensured that i wld never, in the right frame of mind, ever think of her as a fren. not even one that i lost touch with aft leaving sch. never. ever. strangers is what i call it. i need some one/ppl to push me to study. either by bugging me everyday or by being so damn hardworking that i dun wanna look like a super slacker with them. im slacking too much alr.teacher's day celebration tmr. cant wait to see miss toh's face when she gets the stuff we got for her. haha.laters~
~10:53 pm
