fuck lah. why dont i have the guts to tell someone the way i feel abt them. i can only do it when they piss me of damn bad or when im super bs abt them. fuck. i never have the courage when it comes to good stuff. silly me.
today, a moment flashed past. i realised that i have no one when im in aus. everyone i care abt is here in spore. and i nearly cried. so stupid. but it was just a moment.
i think i have high expectations for some things. high expectations for myself and for those arnd me. also, too high at times.
the standard of my english has dropped man. my english is soooo
bro k en!! lazy way of speaking, incomplete sentences, no sentence structure, chinese/limited dialect mixed with english. fuck lah. i really need to start speaking properly.
had dinner with some of the rogues last night :) it was a wonderful dinner tho it wasnt filling. haha. sometimes, good comapny is all u need. they bought me the adidas bag!! haha. and that sneaky
hL brought a card to spag to ask them to sign it. haha. thought i was only gonna get the bag last night cuz
hL told me they were gonna buy it. haha. anyway, it was a wonderful night!! and yes, i do miss working. and im gonna miss so many ppl. italian choc cake = yummy :)
i really wish i cld tell everyone when im coming back again. but i cant cuz it really depends if my dad wanna but me an air ticket so i can fly back. im so sorry. i really wish i cld give u all a definite ans. if i do know i'll let u all know k. either thru someone or i'll email everyone.
espresso anyone? haha. kidding. nites~
