im so scared that..
1. feelings change
2. relationships change
3. i change
4. ppl i love change
5. everything will change
6. i wld forget ppl/stuff/how life was like before i left/memories
and
7. we cant have what we have right now..

also,
8. that im unlucky to meet ppl i dont wanna meet
9. that what i wanna do is not what im supposed to do
10. that i have huge regrets.

im getting closer and closer to crying as im typing..

im typing as im packing..

im packing as im getting closer and closer to crying..

ps: there may or may not be any updates till ive settled down over there. we'll see how.

~9:33 pm