update time.
before cny: nothing much. shopping with
hL. work. slack. computer. tv. 2 reunion dinners. shld've worked instead. bahh.
1st day cny: same old thing. boring shite. only thing diff is cousins from sabah came down. collect money. repeat over and over again when im leaving and who's going with me, etc. etc. ETC. im not repeating here.
2nd day cny: work the whole day. DOUBLE PAY!!! i think. haha.
3rd day cny: work till 4plus. garlic bread with cheese. bloody bitch of a supervisor pissed me off so bad. been pissing me off for quite long alr(since started as server). a few metres and 5 cups of ice water also cannot. fuck lah. too much sia. keep asking me to work. give the sisters easy jobs. even offer help to them. knn. the sisters also same patern. wtf. no intitiative.
4th day cny: slack at home. got webcam from funan.
today: work till 3plus. primo combo. a sip of blackberry italian soda. home with
hL.
i think im too fussy. sigh. there's always that one little thing i cant stand abt those who i think fit my idea. the small thing can vary. but argh, does everyone feel the same? then again, no one is perfect right. but everytime i realise there's something i dont like, i juz give up totally. shite. also dunno if im scared right now or i just dont want every one. i know i want to tho.. rahhhhh!!!!!!! i dont think i make sense to anyone.
dont really feel like going over to aus now. i have a feeling im gonna miss work and the ppl at work(not all). tho i never thought i'd say it. haha. and i still have so many things to do, so many ppl to see. so many nice stuff coming to tv and cinema. haha. shite la. but i've waited for this for 2 years and everything's paid for. no turning back.
there're ppl who think im 16. HAHAHA!! super funny lah.
more money to collect on sat at grand dad's bday dinner. quite good food too. haha.
i hope this year wld be good. no bad stuff that wld lead to more bad stuff. i dont ask for peaches and cream every single day. all i want is that whatever happens dont hurt as bad/long the last 2 years and that there wont be major regrets.
need to get something for my mom. no particular reason. just need to. and someone told me i shld. heh.
work tmr. last day - mixed feelings. dinner with the team :))
nites~
