have i ever said how much i hate packing? no? well then, I HATE PACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!! shitty-est shit to do man. me being the lazy person that i am isnt helping either bleagh..
so many possible scenarios and situations are popping up in my head. i guess no one knows, except for God or whoever controls fate, what wld happen till it happens. but by then, it might be too late.
ever felt like there was a moment when u shld've said something to someone but u didnt? thinking back, i realised there were so many of these moments. it might have changed things, it might not have. but the fact is that although it was the right time to say whatever it was, i never said anything. either cuz i didnt dare to, or i just cldnt find the right words. thing is, whether to regret that whatever was meant to be said didnt get said, or to just wait for the next moment to say it. the problem is that the moment may never come again, and even if it does it'll be too long since the previous one and everything's been pushed to the back of ur head and u wont realise it till it's too late and the whole cycle repeats itself.
dont want any answers, just writing down what's in my head. dunno why im in such reflective mood these few days. hahaha. probably cuz there's nothing much to do other than think.
and all the time im thinking, thinking..anyway, time to watch some tv. not good tv, just plain boring tv. this place is seriously boring..
later~
