i think i should change my course from commerce to psychology. suddenly i've become the-one-who-can-answer-questions-like-why-the-world-is-so-fucked-up and i suddenly have the power to know why someone's behaving such a way although i'm here in perth and they're in singapore and i haven't talked to them for almost 2 weeks. also, i'm suddenly an expert on what you can/should do if u love someone and they don't love u back.
seriously. i have no flippn' idea why the world is such, i don't know why that person is behaving that way, and i am no expert on love because if i was i would not be having this much problem myself. so please, as much as i would like to help, i don't have the answers and what i know has already been said. i really feel like i'm becoming a broken record that's playing the same thing over and over again.
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i'm pissed because of u. i'm not someone u can use whenever u feel like it. argh! i'm so pissed i can't type anything.
all i can say is that it proves my point. u expect a lot from other people. but when others need something from u, all u give is less than a 100% and sometimes u give nothing at all.
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anyway, life just sucks.
i miss u.
i wanna eat pastamania with u.
i wanna watch a movie with u.
i wanna walk around town with u.
i wanna go shopping with u.
i wanna share nacho combo with u.
i wanna go back to singapore to see u.
i wanna work with u again.
i wanna take more photos with u.
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i learnt something today. and that is to treasure ur friends as much as u did when u didn't have a partner. because ur partner wouldn't always be there. but friends would. they're the ones u turn to when things are bad between u and ur partner. and they're the ones who share the joy u have between u and the other half.
so don't ever forsake ur friends. u wouldn't want to be friend-less and partner-less at the end of it.
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i've changed my blog design. sick of the old one. did most of it in one night and the rest just now.
alright, i'm off to finish the movie apocolypto. actually it's kinda weird. good thing i didnt watch in the cinema. heh..
goodnight~
